tomorrow's a new day...

hehhee..ya.. that saying kinda grew on me.. thanks to tuty fruti..she was the one who said that to me and really brought me back to my feet after a sad day.. :) such an angel u are to me.. :)

oh well.. i made a pact to myself to get back in shape. to jog daily. and my first day was suppose to be yesterday. but let me just tell you what happened.. i offered my mum to be her driver daily (that would mean i HAVE to wake up early..now that i am no longer working for those who didnt know)... so after sending her off, i would make my way to Taman Tun Fuad.. lol. so yesterday i very semangat oredi to go.. after sending my mum, i was all smiles when i was actually on my way to go and burn some fats!lol. but my smile slowly turned into a frown when i got stuck in a jam along Bundusan road.. i mean im a regular there, and the i know the timing for jams..but yesterday it was as though the world was out to stop me!the jam was insane@!@ i was stuck for half an hour..and then to make things worse, my tummy was having a major earthquake and i started to have cold sweat.. i was thinking, why now??why now??all i wanted was an hour of exercise!and i was very much looking forward to it.

you see, you have to understand why it meant a lot to me. it was the first step. lol. usually the first step is the hardest!and i just wanted to get it over with. cause i have made numerous pacts about exercising and it never really took off.. lol. somehting will always come up..and this time i swore that nothing can stop me!i just need to get this first step out of my way and i'll be fine....

so let me continue..i thought the tummy ache will only be for a few seconds.. but it lasted for about 10 minutes and it got even worse!noooooooooooooooo!!why now??why now??

so i succumb to the pain...and went home and gave my tummy all it wanted... and i was thinking..there goes my first day... :( and then i remembered si tuty punya words... 'tomorrow's a new day'! so i was thinking...tomorrow is it!

so that tomorrow is today...i woke up early... and after sending my mum off...i was on my way to my 2nd first day..and then all of sudden..this familiar 'barely there' pain came.... i was thinking..not again!!and i ignored it.. and then it came again with an even bigger wave...and then i succumb again...i made an illegal u-turn and went and give what the tummy wanted...

and i was sad again..thinking that my first day will never happen.. then i dont know what got over me..after the 'relief moments' i went back into the car and drove to Taman Tun Fuad again..hahah!!and i got stuck for a good 45 minutes.!but i was thinking!@!nothing can stop me now!!!!!!!!!muahahahahahahahahahahah!

so yeah i succeeded.. thanks to that 'tomorrow's a new day' from my couzie...heheehhe

so today was my first day... and i got over the first day.. and i hope it will get easier tomorrow...just need to make a deal with my tummy.. lol.

nothing much in this entry. just a lil something something

hahah!its true!!

gosh..this is so true! i saw it in one of those silly bulletins u post in friendster..lame i know.,.but this was rather funny..hehhehe..and i was guilty as charged~ i pretty much say ALL of those answers to boby..hahha!!!OMG! i am the epitome of the word 'typical woman'..
and to think few years back i use to read this in Cleo and wat not and use to think..'nah, i will never be that woman'.. i am much better than that.. or 'gosh these girls got nothing better to do kah' or ' so la bida, if u have something to say, just say it' or.. if ure unhappy,why hide it'??
hahaha!and then now i understand..its just how girls are.. u know i didnt even realize that i do it until i do it..hahahahahha! so this is hilarious to me..oh well..just something to share..

						> (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are > right and you need to shut up. > (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. > Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more > minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. > (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and > you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end > in fine. > (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! > (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement > often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot > and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you > about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) > (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can > make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before > deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake. > (7) Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say > you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she > says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at > all. DO NOT say 'you're welcome'. that will bring on a 'whatever'). > (8) Whatever: Is a woman's way of saying F--- YOU! > (9) Don't worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning > this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is > now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's > wrong?' For the woman's response refer to # 3.

he he he he he...here we are...

Ok.. now time to upload these photos... its nice to know that all of us hasnt changed much.. we are still the same people.. same laughters.. same old jokes.. and doing the same old thing... *gossip* heehe..

Weng and flo.. heehe..weng still being her wise cracking jokes.. never failed to make everyone laugh with her craziness.. recently found out that she picked up a new hobby, taking pictures of bloody people.. and she keeps it in her phone.. couldnt get the picture of the boy with a knife sticking out of his face! well, thats weng alright...

flo will always be flo..she's always quiet.. once in a while dia masuk becakap la..tp selalunya she's there just smiling away..kekek.ntah apa dia slalu fikir..ehheheh.,.but she always completes the group.. she always brings the feeling of home.. :)

Nah..tiga dara pingitan..wakakkaka.. beth, faye and karen... ehhehee

beth.. she's still the soft spoken beth that i know..tp skarang pandai minum suda..wakakka! she still slalu kena buli (by me) wakakka... she still the same beth that i know..being apart for more than 5 years doesnt change anything, she still tells us everything, without wanting to hide anything.. is that nice.. reminds me of how we were during high school... :)

nah si faye.. ni budak jajal! tia pandai duduk diam!kekeke... she's always bringing gossip aka updates into the group..LOL! no ba faye..thanks for the updates,.ahahha! i've known her since kindy and she never changed... she's never stop laughing..thats faye..haha.. she's one of the strongest person i know.. who have endured so many things in life, and still she goes on with life.. she's a survivor!!! she has such a fragile heart, and got it crushed multiple times, and yet somehow she always manage to put it back together.. its amazing to see how she lets God work in her life.. love u faye! hangin tough! (mcm lagu NKOTB)heehhe

karen..ini amoi ah.. kalau dia jeling ko kan, nyamuk pun mati oo..wakkaka! ini pun nothing but ketawa and then diam..kakaka!ini kuncu si faye.. bawa gossip..kekekek,,nda ba!! tp kan..siok ni to ask them a lot of things..cause they always have the answers about the peeps in keningau..siok eh..she's married now..urg glamor SFX..akakaka!muacks!

Now this is me and saint...
hmm..si saint ni the go-getter punya person.. still buat lawak bodoh.. and still blur2..hahha! thanks saint for never failed to always ask me to hang out..even though mungkin ko fed up suda kan with my alasan..ahaha! selalu bad timing.. this girl knows how to have fun.. makin lama makin hot!hehehe! its nice to see how u have grown as a person.. muacks!@!!

ba jadi sia kunun..apa yg mau cakap..kekek.. nothing much..i was just happy to see everyone.. it reminds me of how we used to be.. we are 25 now and still friends! so we must have done something right somewhere...
love all of you!!
cyn.. i dont have a pic of u ba.. you were in our thoughts at that time.. miss you a lot.. things may not seem easy for you now.. but the storm will pass k? hugs and kisses... please do keep in touch..

wants becomind of this world?

I got this from MSN news..its just shocking how people can advertise about slaughtering and consuming a human being.. and someone responded?? *yes, i am ready to be eaten* ????*&*(%^*&()&

oh dear...whats becoming of this world..

OKay Mr.Meiwes is on the left.. and Mr. Brandes is on the right..

Mr Meiwes appeared relaxed before the opening of his trial The court will test if Mr Brandes gave his life willingly
A man accused of killing, dissecting and eating another man has gone on trial in central Germany. The court heard how horror films had fuelled Arwan Meiwes's childhood fantasies of eating school friends. The 41-year-old computer technician is charged with murder, even though the victim allegedly volunteered for his fate by replying to an internet advert. The gruesome incident was all captured on camcorder and the footage is expected to form part of the evidence. "I had the fantasy, and in the end I fulfilled it," he said. The fantasy first developed between the ages of eight and 12, he added. Mr Meiwes spoke of how he felt ignored by his father, and longed for a good-looking younger brother - whom he would bind to himself forever by consuming. It is Germany's first cannibalism case, and the world's media have gathered in Kassel to watch the proceedings. Television images showed Mr Meiwes - wearing a jacket and a tie - smiling and talking light-heartedly to his lawyer moments before the trial began. It was the first time that the self-confessed cannibal had been seen in public since his arrest. The grisly details of the case caused a sensation in the German media when Mr Meiwes was arrested in December, 2002. In a recent newspaper interview he admitted that he had killed and then partly eaten his victim. Mr Meiwes advertised on the internet for a well-built male prepared to be slaughtered and then consumed. "Slim and blond, that would have been the type", he told the court. The victim, 43-year-old Bernd-Jurgen Brandes, answered the advert in March 2001. Mr Meiwes told investigators he took Mr Brandes back to his home in Rotenburg, where Mr Brandes agreed to have his penis cut off, which Mr Meiwes then flambéed and served up to eat together. Prosecutors say Mr Meiwes then stabbed the victim repeatedly in the neck and dissected the corpse.
Legally it is a tricky case, says the BBC's correspondent in Berlin, Ray Furlong. Cannibalism is not a recognised offence under German law and the defence will argue that, since the victim volunteered, this was no murder. If the court accepts the defence argument, Mr Meiwes can expect a jail term of up to five years. But the prosecution will push for a life sentence on the basis that Mr Meiwes is simply too dangerous ever to be released. Meanwhile, Germans will continue to be treated to a media frenzy that plays on the story's unrivalled shock value. And among the "highlights" will be the two-hour video that Mr Meiwes took of the whole incident on his camcorder, our correspondent says. "The public probably won't be excluded from this part of proceedings; we have a tradition of open trials," says legal expert Felix Hardenberg. "But the panel of judges will show only the relevant parts: what the victim is saying and doing before and during the killing." Mr Meiwes has said that after his trial he intends to pass the time in jail - if convicted - by writing his memoirs. The court will hear 38 witnesses and 14 sessions are scheduled in the trial, which is scheduled to end in late January. The case only came to light when an Austrian student spotted another advertisement placed by Mr Meiwes on the internet and alerted police.

today..

Hmm..

today was really weird..there's nothing much happened.. i hate the fact that this is the 2nd day that i have forgotten to bring the usb for the camp so that i could upload the pics..dont really have the time to do it at home.. by the time im done with everything, i'll be exhausted already..faye would know..kakaka!

there's an entry that im working at, its about the kids in my mum's nursery.. adorable bunch of munchkins!

everyone's sooo unique..everytime after work, i'll spend about half an hour with them, and it is very uplifting..

im basically counting the days until my last day..couldnt wait lar..

well.. nothing much today.. will be having dinenr later on with felix and yvonne..hmmm..that would be interesting!

k la..till then! chow!