okay..TIME MANAGEMENT!
how? no idea.. poeple say get ur priority straight..heh..EASY for u to say!
the biggest bummer is that i had to miss out on my reunion with my best buddies..its still hurts to think about it..damn work! sorry guys..i really am sorry..i saw faye'sblog and saw how much fun they had..wow..i really missed out a lot..
now this will lead me to not having enough time with everything.. i know, its so cliche, but yeap! im having trouble with all this.. Ministry is taking up a lot of my time.. sometimes i feel like i couldnt cope, but that is when i see Jesus. He is wat matters.. but then again, am i doing it all for Him? or for the sake of responsibility?
You know what really makes me mad? i dont know if any of u can relate to this..but i hate church politics! such a waste of time..how politics can really kill a person! sheesh! But then again, i guess its God's way of saying, hey, this is the real world, if u cant cope church politics, how can u handle the real world?
Exactly, how? but then again, i thought church is where u seek refuge, where u can take a break from all that ugliness? where everyone can get along...(i can feel that God is laughing at me right now) saying.. Get real jess, that doesnt happen anywhere!
urgh..im really sick of everything now..u try so hard to make everything okay..to not make everything soooooooooooo complicated..and yet someone could just come in, and in 2 hours ruin everything that I have been trying so hard to achieve in years! and then what makes it worse is the fact that u have to be a nice person and not just be a lose cannon! how painful it is to bite ur tongue and not say anything!@!
ok ok.. im waaaay out of line here..hehee..got emotional ba..wah..this is free flow blogging., i dont even plan on what to write.,.k la, will add again soon.. chow!
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
hmm..
Ive been asked again and again to update my blog..so decided to go for it. Its been awhile..and i couldnt remember my previous blog that i have to use this one instead..:(
But its okay..i guess its God's way of saying..start fresh!..hehe..
Well, where can i start.. Ok, lets start with work. Work is crazy. When i first went into the firm, i didn't know that it was going to take up my time this much. I thought it was just going to be something to fill up my time.. ;P But i guess God has something else planned for me.. this is when i can say, the Scripture Jer29:11 really comes to life. God is helping me discover so many things about me that i myself couldnt have realized if it wasnt for this firm. It was like a new start for me.. A whole new beginning. And i feel blessed. But in the midst of all that, I tend to forget that i am human. i can only persevere so much.
Let me describe what i do in the simplest words.. 'Multitasker". In description, its a law firm, with two staff. but now, lately it has been me alone. SO, i basically do EVERYTHING in the office. plus, some extra work. I sometimes have to work till in the wee hours in the morning.. but who am i to complain? I'm enjoying the work that i am doing..not all the time lar..ehehe..
Next, im beginning to move on to another chapter in my life.. should i do it or not? should i pursue it or not? a lot of people are saying go for it..but i myself will suffer the consequences.. Even now i dont have enough time for everything..
sigh..TBC
But its okay..i guess its God's way of saying..start fresh!..hehe..
Well, where can i start.. Ok, lets start with work. Work is crazy. When i first went into the firm, i didn't know that it was going to take up my time this much. I thought it was just going to be something to fill up my time.. ;P But i guess God has something else planned for me.. this is when i can say, the Scripture Jer29:11 really comes to life. God is helping me discover so many things about me that i myself couldnt have realized if it wasnt for this firm. It was like a new start for me.. A whole new beginning. And i feel blessed. But in the midst of all that, I tend to forget that i am human. i can only persevere so much.
Let me describe what i do in the simplest words.. 'Multitasker". In description, its a law firm, with two staff. but now, lately it has been me alone. SO, i basically do EVERYTHING in the office. plus, some extra work. I sometimes have to work till in the wee hours in the morning.. but who am i to complain? I'm enjoying the work that i am doing..not all the time lar..ehehe..
Next, im beginning to move on to another chapter in my life.. should i do it or not? should i pursue it or not? a lot of people are saying go for it..but i myself will suffer the consequences.. Even now i dont have enough time for everything..
sigh..TBC
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