okay..TIME MANAGEMENT!
how? no idea.. poeple say get ur priority straight..heh..EASY for u to say!
the biggest bummer is that i had to miss out on my reunion with my best buddies..its still hurts to think about it..damn work! sorry guys..i really am sorry..i saw faye'sblog and saw how much fun they had..wow..i really missed out a lot..
now this will lead me to not having enough time with everything.. i know, its so cliche, but yeap! im having trouble with all this.. Ministry is taking up a lot of my time.. sometimes i feel like i couldnt cope, but that is when i see Jesus. He is wat matters.. but then again, am i doing it all for Him? or for the sake of responsibility?
You know what really makes me mad? i dont know if any of u can relate to this..but i hate church politics! such a waste of time..how politics can really kill a person! sheesh! But then again, i guess its God's way of saying, hey, this is the real world, if u cant cope church politics, how can u handle the real world?
Exactly, how? but then again, i thought church is where u seek refuge, where u can take a break from all that ugliness? where everyone can get along...(i can feel that God is laughing at me right now) saying.. Get real jess, that doesnt happen anywhere!
urgh..im really sick of everything now..u try so hard to make everything okay..to not make everything soooooooooooo complicated..and yet someone could just come in, and in 2 hours ruin everything that I have been trying so hard to achieve in years! and then what makes it worse is the fact that u have to be a nice person and not just be a lose cannon! how painful it is to bite ur tongue and not say anything!@!
ok ok.. im waaaay out of line here..hehee..got emotional ba..wah..this is free flow blogging., i dont even plan on what to write.,.k la, will add again soon.. chow!
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